Comment on So you grew up with a dad who didn’t know how to express love? Here’s how it could be affecting you today (part 2) by Sarah.
HI Sarah
So emotional reading these by everyone. I have only this evening nearly ruined myself.
My mother talked to me and never helps. She says I let myself down because I dont let anybody close. If I do, I push them away. I am my dads daughter and he died of cancer 10 years ago. He didnt let anyone in and I dont want to do the same.
He didnt communicate, was quiet and I believe I dont express myself enough and then I blame everyone else because Im too afraid of rejection. My dad never said he loved me, I was at boarding school at such a young age and went home 3 times a year and my dad came to my school once.
I have to move on and believe a man can love me. My boyfriend does but I cant push him away and think he will abandon me.
I need your advice on how to do this if possible as I want an open heart and to believe there is good out there.
Thank you so much. I know I am nearly there on believing just hope a little belief and advice from someone not in my family will help me see persepctive.
